When you are through changing, you are through.

Tonight I got caught up looking at old pictures on my photobucket account, and it is quite shocking the changes I have made over the last few years especially. And so I thought I would document it in an entry, as I have nothing else to do right now.

And so I started out like this....

And by the time i was 18, I looked like this...

Emo much?

However, I didn't stay in that stage for too long...

lololol

Then I went for short hair at 21...

And kept that until i was 22....

And i dyed my hair a light brown, before i made my next dramatic change...

AND THEN I WENT REDDY-BROWN...

And I stayed that way for quite some time, until...

Although, i don't have my hair this long anymore...

And my normal geeky self...

Oooh I enjoy looking back, it is so much fun :)

Easter weekend will be spent shopping with Laura, getting drunk with Kate, eating with family and exploring with Chris.

Good times.

Dreaming of the things I lost.

I had the strangest deam last night. I dreamt about the shoes I wanted to buy in Paris, but couldn't because they didn't have my size. I wanted to buy the size that was too big anyway because I loved them so much, but the sales woman and Kate were insisting that I couldn't have them. I was gutted.

My lost love. I went and bought my Dior purse in retaliation for being denied these shoes.
I can't remember exactly what happened in my dream, but I know that I was wearing them and it made me very happy.
I need to wear my Louboutins more. For shoes that are so beautiful, I hardly ever wear them. My tan ones need re-healing. 


That is all for today.

Girl crushes....

Lauren Conrad

Anna Friel

Rachel McAdams

Kristen Stewart

and ultimately.....

Scarlet Johansson

Who I have loved since i was 17.

I swear i'm not a lesbian, I just appriciate a good looking woman.

As for my hair, I have decided i'm definitely getting a fringe cut in again and it is staying brown. I just need to decide on the rest of the style. Although none of this matters, until I have enough money to afford the haircut in the first place. 

hairstyles.

Which one should I choose?

new beginnings.

So I decided to quit my current job. It just made me miserable, and the management are a bunch of retards. So I have found myself a more relaxed, better paid job and I went for it. I still have to work my months notice.

But more than ever, I just want to get away.
Literally get myself a good handful of credit cards and fuck off.
Oh wouldn't that be amazing?!

I'm just sick of my surroundings. Same old, same old. And no amount of drinking or buying new expensive things makes it any different. I seriously want to move away from the UK, i'm not even joking. I would move to Canada, if it wasn't so cold in the winter. My family could support me there, but I want to live somewhere that is sunny nearly every day of the year and I can sleep in a bikini. Is that even possible? I'd make it so.

Sigh.

IKEA, oh how i love you.

I didn't get a wardrobe from IKEA.

I figured there wasn't any point in me spending a load of money on stuff that i'll have to put together myself, then take apart if I ever moved (which I would) to take it with more OR leave it. 

I decided it was silly of my to spend so much time decorating somewhere that isn't mine. God help me when I get my own place, IKEA will love me. 

I did however, get a new bed spread. 

All my current ones are getting old and horrible, I still need another new one.

 

Cost me more than what I would normally pay, but I saw it and fell in love.

Tomorrow I think i'm going into town with my flatemate.

Me and Kate have decided not to move in together.

closet space.

I'm sick of having an extra room on the side of mine and not using it to it's full potential. So tonight, I cleared out all the rubbish (minus the horrible large desk that needs taking apart) and i'm now making plans on creating a proper closet. Well, that's if me and Kate decide not to move. If we do, my plans can be transferred to our new place.
At the moment i've just got one of those fake argos wardrobes because I couldn't be bothered making an effort when I moved in.

I can't decide what i'd have though.

 

  

But then there's these:

Which might be better for me, and cheaper.

Meh, wish I could get someone else to do all this for me. Plus I will have to put it all together. Ooh isn't it interesting what a girls weekend plans entail. Can't wait to get it sorted though.

"Bedroom Ideas"

 

  

  

  

 

 

I've also been stopping myself from ordering from Forever21. Why don't we have this store in the UK? So not fair. All of their stuff is amazing, I spent ages on the website last night. Managed not to order anything :(

I always want to buy everything when i'm skint.

houses houses houses!

This weekend has been a blur of viewing houses/flats, and this will continue until Wednesday this week. Me and my friend saw a cool flat in an old hospital that had been renovated. It wasn't big enough for us and only had one parking space, but the whole building had a lot of character. The house after that was awful, as was the one we both saw first today. Butttt, we then saw a 3 bedroomed house this evening and it was lovely. Very laddish but we can make it girly.

 

  

How much work does that lounge need?! We have agreed we would be up to the challenge.

Hello IKEA!

However, we are seeing this house soon:

  

  

  

 Lush or WHAT.

There are two like that on the same road we want to see, so here's to hoping they're as lovely as they look. I could totally imagine me and Kate living there.

We have soooo many viewings booked in, I have no idea of the order. I need to sit down and figure it all out! I wish I could just move the room i'm in now into a house. However, I will get Bagheera back soon :o)

One bussayyy week ahead!

Designer lust.

 

I have wanted these for some time and everyone seems to own them apart from me.

After i've moved and got a bit more money together, I am buying them.

I have decided.

 

My dream daytime bag. This is also my other purchase very very soon.

Thankfully, i've seen it on sale.

Designer clothes don't bother me. 

I don't see the point.

a little neglect may breed great mischief.

I have messed around with the layout on this thing, so hopefully it looks much better. It look an hour of my time when I should be cleaning the kitchen, so I hope you appriciate it as much as I do. I will probably forget about this blog until I get myself a decent digital camera that makes it worth spending time taking pictures. However, I won't pretend to be a fashionblogger because in truth - I don't know that much about designers. Buttttttt I do love clothes, so much so it takes me about 20 minutes to decide what to wear each morning. Or is that because I have that many clothes my brain becomes overloaded with options - I don't know. It still always feels like I have nothing to put on.

However

My recent obsession is ikea.
Give me an empty room to fill, send me off to ikea and i'm like a kid in a candy store.
This is why i'm mostly excited to move. Ooooooooh hello old age.