I'm in a New York state of mind!

I just wanted to say, that in a 11 and a half weeks I will be here:

YES THANK YOU!

:)

When you are through changing, you are through.

Tonight I got caught up looking at old pictures on my photobucket account, and it is quite shocking the changes I have made over the last few years especially. And so I thought I would document it in an entry, as I have nothing else to do right now.

And so I started out like this....

And by the time i was 18, I looked like this...

Emo much?

However, I didn't stay in that stage for too long...

lololol

Then I went for short hair at 21...

And kept that until i was 22....

And i dyed my hair a light brown, before i made my next dramatic change...

AND THEN I WENT REDDY-BROWN...

And I stayed that way for quite some time, until...

Although, i don't have my hair this long anymore...

And my normal geeky self...

Oooh I enjoy looking back, it is so much fun :)

Easter weekend will be spent shopping with Laura, getting drunk with Kate, eating with family and exploring with Chris.

Good times.

Dreaming of the things I lost.

I had the strangest deam last night. I dreamt about the shoes I wanted to buy in Paris, but couldn't because they didn't have my size. I wanted to buy the size that was too big anyway because I loved them so much, but the sales woman and Kate were insisting that I couldn't have them. I was gutted.

My lost love. I went and bought my Dior purse in retaliation for being denied these shoes.
I can't remember exactly what happened in my dream, but I know that I was wearing them and it made me very happy.
I need to wear my Louboutins more. For shoes that are so beautiful, I hardly ever wear them. My tan ones need re-healing. 


That is all for today.

Girl crushes....

Lauren Conrad

Anna Friel

Rachel McAdams

Kristen Stewart

and ultimately.....

Scarlet Johansson

Who I have loved since i was 17.

I swear i'm not a lesbian, I just appriciate a good looking woman.

As for my hair, I have decided i'm definitely getting a fringe cut in again and it is staying brown. I just need to decide on the rest of the style. Although none of this matters, until I have enough money to afford the haircut in the first place. 

hairstyles.

Which one should I choose?

new beginnings.

So I decided to quit my current job. It just made me miserable, and the management are a bunch of retards. So I have found myself a more relaxed, better paid job and I went for it. I still have to work my months notice.

But more than ever, I just want to get away.
Literally get myself a good handful of credit cards and fuck off.
Oh wouldn't that be amazing?!

I'm just sick of my surroundings. Same old, same old. And no amount of drinking or buying new expensive things makes it any different. I seriously want to move away from the UK, i'm not even joking. I would move to Canada, if it wasn't so cold in the winter. My family could support me there, but I want to live somewhere that is sunny nearly every day of the year and I can sleep in a bikini. Is that even possible? I'd make it so.

Sigh.